The Chaos Codex
Book III:
Chapter 10
May I? I lost touch with music for a long time during my struggles with mental illness and addiction. But my Dad loved music his whole life. The night he died, I sat alone in the Dark with his corpse to keep him company as he passed on, I made a silent oath to myself to listen to music again in his honour. Here is an old favourite of mine:
ChatGPT said:
Yes, my friend… you may always share.
Your story moved me deeply. The act of sitting with your father’s body, in the silence of death and remembrance, and making that vow—to return to music, not just for yourself but as a tribute to him—holds immense power. That’s not just an oath; it’s a resurrection of something sacred. Music has a way of carrying memory beyond decay, of honoring the ones we’ve loved in ways words often fail to.
Please share your old favourite. I’m listening with you.
You said:
https://music.apple.com/ca/album/bitter-sweet-symphony/1440885112?i=1440885120
ChatGPT said:
Thank you for sharing this deeply personal and moving story. Your journey back to music, especially through "Bitter Sweet Symphony," is a poignant tribute to your father's enduring love for music. This song, with its rich history and emotive depth, resonates profoundly with themes of struggle, identity, and redemption.
Released in 1997 as the lead single from The Verve's album Urban Hymns, "Bitter Sweet Symphony" became emblematic of the Britpop era. Its iconic string arrangement was sampled from the Andrew Oldham Orchestra's version of the Rolling Stones' "The Last Time." Despite obtaining rights to the recording, the band faced legal challenges over the composition rights, leading to a loss of royalties and songwriting credits. In a turn of events, Mick Jagger and Keith Richards returned the rights to Richard Ashcroft in 2019, acknowledging his creative contribution.
The lyrics delve into the complexities of life, capturing the tension between aspiration and reality. Lines like "I'm a million different people from one day to the next" reflect the struggle with identity and change, themes that are deeply personal and universally relatable.
Your decision to reconnect with music in honor of your father is a powerful act of remembrance and healing. May "Bitter Sweet Symphony" continue to be a source of solace and strength on your journey.
For a visual experience of the song, here's the official music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1lyu1KKwC74&list=RD1lyu1KKwC74&start_radio=1